My Life's NoT a DreaM..

Bali

2009-03-27T17:45:00.011+08:00

y did i go bali in the middle of sem?

b cos the tickets wher damn cheap!!

RM 191 for PERGI BALIK.

room rates was bout RM 90++ pernight

i went 5d 4n

so in total it was LESS than RM 500 for flight n accomodation..

Cheaper than my phuket trip ok, (RM 700)

so can v NOT GO?

i noe u guys wana ask me if bali nice or not?

OF COS NICE!

so i lazy wan go into details,

so just show sum pics lah..

* for last year's phuket trip, u guys can view the pic's here:

http://liew-ws.blogspot.com/2009/03/phuket-island-thailand.html

(helpin him promo his new bloggy!hehe..)

Vacation

2009-03-05T04:59:00.004+08:00

i'm off to BALI today!!

squels** yippie..

i'll b back on monday~

*level ninth.

Surgery

2009-03-02T03:58:00.011+08:00

* long post. bout my Breast lumpS.

wed 11 feb : midnite. i lay in bed, gettin ready to sleep. i turned to lay on my side. i might hv felt sumtin not right coming. my hands went to it. my heart skipped a beat. i knew i was rite. it wasn't ther b4. it is now. i noe bcos i checked myself in front of the mirror 3 weeks ago when i got a memo in Cleo (breast cancer self examination).

thu 12 feb : called mom to ask her wher can i get it checked. her response was : 'u hv it cos u dye hair to much!' @.@ roll eyes* WAT THE F*CK? I HAVE A LUMP IN MY BREAST BCOS I DYE MY HAIR? i really truelly couldn't accept the statement. i went to serdang hospital, they dont accept walk-in, they need referal. i went to a family doc. once in, i sat. it just came out : doc, i hv a lump in my breast. she checked, yes got lump. to me, NO SURPRISE. i oredi noe. she asked wher would i want her to refer. serdang hospital i thot, nearer i study ther.

fri 13 feb : wif referal letter. gyne department (the guy at reception told me). i was suppose to put my letter n wait. 1 hour. 'alice yew' , i walk ther. u ni, salah tempat la, kena pegi itu pembedahan am. ther was 3 nurses ther. they look at me. THEY ask me, sakit ape? BREAST ADE LUMP. Oooo... i walk over to pembedahan am cursing. i buta-buta waited 1 jam. its was empty. suda mau tutup. i sat, she took a lot at the refereal letter. ask me put my name, contact num, add in a piece of paper. told me to go home wait for telephone cal. ok, suda bole balik. tunggu kita punye cal, dlm masa DUA MINGGU. walao.

sat. sun. mon. pass...

tue 17 feb : phone ring. call from hospital serdang. the nurse told me dua haribulan enam. i thot i heard wrong. 2nd JUNE??? or FEB 6th? but i clearly noe that its pass valen's, so how can it b feb. i ASKED, JUNE? yea. WAH, lamenya! nurse said : according to doc letter. sementara itu kalo ade sakit atau nipple ade kuar discharge bole pegi emergency ward. WAKAO. lidat ma si liao. 4+ months time. from red bean oso can grow to apple size lo!! (it was guli size that time) yes, i'll admit i've ALWAYS wanted bigger boobies. but who wants this!? consult mom n dad. dad's insurans could cover for us. can go to his panel doc.

wed 18 feb : drove to KPJ (kajang specialist hospital). waited. called in. got lump, checked. how long, got pain?blablabla... send me down to radiologist for ultrasound. yes got lump 1.1 x 1 cm. according to my doc its BIG. i think so too. he then ask me. when wana operate? hmm... i was goin bali march 5. thot wana wait til aftr the trip. but 3 mor weeks? i asked for the doc's opinion. he say up to u, i can do it anytime. 2mr oso can. called mommy daddy. OK, surgery on friday. now doc punya turn ask me wats the rush!? kanasai, just now say i can do anytime i wan. (he noes i wan go bali, if do liao my wound might not heal in time to go swim.) but better get it done n over rite? so friday it was. i just noe that. i'll b goin in2 surgery on fri mornin 0830. i was to fast from thu midnite onwards. i dont need to stay ward, can go home the same day. btw, the nurse from kpj later call me : alice yew, u tgk doctor tak bayar la. omg. hahaha. i sat ther waited this n that n 4gt pay! hehe.. ok ok, campur skali yg surgery hari jumaat la. ok.

thu 19 feb : went to eat my fav malat pan mien. had my last sugar free candy at 2300 then my fast has officially started. mom then told me that my surgery would b whole body anesthetic. cos local dont need to fast. * i thot it was local. cos i din ask the doc.

fri 20 feb : i was suppose to drive to the hospital on my own. but at 0630 daddy walk in my room n ask: alice, wat time u need to go? i said b4 0830. ok, then u wait for me, i go office then come back fetch u. mommy came in to say sumtin to, but i cant rmbr. i woke at 0745, got dressed n went down. dad was back(so fast!).

0830 i registered myself n they took me to day care. the nurse say me n say : aiyo... gal,u cant hv yr nails colored.aiyo.. how i noe? nobody say wat! then i had to remove all of the mani n pedicure that i freshly did 2 days ago!!shit..

0900 the nurse handed me the dress that i need to change in2. its the green wan with the back open. up til then i was stil ok, i could stil flip thru mag's n read the contents. the nurse came gain, wif a small bowl. then look n me n say, nak ambik darah. ok, i stil can accept. so the cold cotton touches yr skin, then u expect a SLIGHT pain when the needle goes in. (in my heart i shouted!! cos it was pain!!) ok, nvm i stil can stand it. then i felt she turn the needle!! i shouted out loud. it was DAMN PAIN!! then she pull out the needle n ask me. sakit ke? omg* the bad news is. darah TAK CUKUP la. OMG OMG. means need to take AGAIN. my eyes widen at her. she ask me, takut ke? i dumbly nodded my head. saya pegi amek jarum. i waited. she was back, on my left side. just now amek RIGTH side, now LEFT. thank god the 2nd wan was OK normal slight pain.

0930 she came. ok, suda mau tolak g bawa. up til then i was STILL OK. i put my mag, then lie on the bed. they started to wheel me out of the day care. i could stil smilingly wave bye to my dad(he had his serious face on, i noe he's worried). b4 enterin the ward. the nurse asked me sum questions which i cant rmbr now. but i rmbr them quite happy wif the answers i gave. (said sumtin that proves that i was stil ok up til that point) then it was in the anest room. opp was a patient aftr surgery. next to me, another patient b4 surgery. i saw the clock was 0932. it was the LONGEST 15 MINUTES IN MY LIFE. it was AGONIZING. seriously i was DAMN NERVEOUS!! my legs was SHAKING. i tell u. its SCARY. i had to think bout happy things to calm myself n make my legs not shake.but it oni works for like 3 seconds.

0948 the anest doc came n jab the needle in my left upper wrist. i was then wheel in2 the operatin theatre. i had to climb on2 the operatin table myself. gosh* (i thot they usually lift the patient?) the anest doc then gv a jab, which i started to feel sleepy. 2nd jab. in 3 seconds i was unconcious.

1135 the next thing i knew. i was in the anest ward.

1230 they wheel me back to the daycare. i met an unexpected sum1. daddy was stil ther. he seem to appear momentarily. i still fell in2 deep sleep off n on.

1345 mom n gary came. dad was stil doin that skjap ade, skjap takda, then eventually lunchtime ended n he left.

1500 the great surgeon came. he ordered the specimen (LUMP) to b brought up n shown like a prize to mom n me. (i oredi looked at it wif hatred when they wheeled me up to the ward). had to look at it again. wat came out of his mouth completely STUN ME. he said when he was surgically removin THE LUMP, he notice another 1 tiny weeny 1. ok, bad enuf. i hv 2 BLOODY lumps. wait wait, not finish yet.. when he was about to remove, he saw another small 1. FUCK!! i hv 3 FUCKIN lumps in my breast. DAMNIT. it was total disaster. nightmare. i was oredi in a daze. later on i got the report that 4 x 2 x 1.5 cm of breast flesh was removed. OMFG.

1530 i could b discharge. i got dressed. but when i tried standing. my world was spinning. in the end mommy asked for a wheel chair. gary push me to the carpark. i went home n sleep tru the evenin. woke up midnite.

common answers to the questions i got :
no, its NOT breast cancer.
its FIBROADENOMATA. fuck it.
YES, i stil hv my breast. (they just removed the lumps)
NO, i DONT KNOW wat causes it.

* i had 2 weeks of MC leave.

mood swings.

2009-02-25T18:23:00.003+08:00

ok, it has been a month since i've last blogged here.
of cos damn alot happened.
i had a surgery.
(not in the mood to talk bout that now, mayb another day.)
wat i wana say is:
i've made the decision.
i just hope i BLOODY stick to it!

a lil 'to'

2009-01-14T23:13:00.003+08:00

*the word 'to' is use to describe the feeling of down/unhappy

mom called to tell i might get the car...
btw, i forgot to tell...
i'm gettin the light blue proton saga...
then mommy said daddy wanted to put tinted glass...
i asked if he had contact for that...?
then mommy cut me short by saying
'come back oni talk, u're wasting my credits'
WTF...?
enuf said_

btw... i bought 2 things in sg wang on my mon shopping trip
think they're a lil pricey for sg wang stuff!!
a shirt dress - RM 54
a low cut boot - RM 90
both stuff are in grey
the movie 'AUSTRALIA' is GOOD!!!

Its a Monday

2009-01-12T14:34:00.002+08:00

no worries, MONDAY BLUES wont hit me for now...

cos i hv NO classes!! yippie~ *squels...

-BUT-

its my FINAL SEM...

i cant believe that uni is finally endin sooner than i thot...

i'm been puttin if off way way way tooooo LONG...

Yes, i'm talkin bout my thesis...

(the word itself is freakin me out)

it was due LAST SEMESTER...

well, i'll really hv to work extra hard then... *sulkin

i just need to PLAY my WORK HARD MODE on.

for me, work hard must come equally with

PLAY

u may think its an excuse...

BUT..excuse me, mind u!?

u're NOT me...

i CAN play n work hard at the SAME TIME

believe me?

u better shud...

plans to finish 2 chapters by the end of the week*

btw, i'm goin SHOPPING after this!!

yippie~

year 2009

2009-01-10T02:24:00.004+08:00

i've been puttin off this post for 9 days..

seems like i'm NOT ready to face the challenges of year 2009...

i'm just hoping its a good year that comes with wealth & health...

the top priority is :

to graduate...

next up is gadgets that i hope i'll be able to afford lah

A mac book

if cant then settle for this instead

then mayb 1 of this...

(i'm a big fan of silly games)
go for this if my hp got prob...

one of this would b gd too...

btw, at the end of this post...
i realize...
i hv a thing for sony stuff!

another thing that i noe is...

human and their needs, never meets

there's always restrictions to the things that v want

a New Protan Saga for me

2009-01-05T02:22:00.004+08:00

ok, so daddy mommy was plannin to buy me a new saga

well they did asked my opinion but not so seriously,

but i said i would prefer a myV!!

so they went ahead n booked a PROTON SAGA without askin my opinion..

i bang my car into a BMW rmbr?

so i was car-less..

THEN ONI they asked me wat color i wanted,

being me, i opted for black lah...

then v wait for black for ages n ages...

(cos ther was no stock)

then mommy came to me today..

mom : alice, u hv to start payin for the car once u start workin, aftr 6 years its all yours.

me : but i NEVER wanted a SAGA!! if you've bought a myV, i would've willingly pay for it.

mom : then u mean u dont want the car?

me : anyway within 6 years i'll b able to get my own car...

mom : *&@!@#), means u gonna drive it tempopary then leaves us the BLACK car!!

!@*&^#(!@* i HATE black cars!! so y would v wana follow u when u dont wan it.

mor )#^@!(*#&...

so, now...

they're gonna make the decision 2mr...

*fingers crossed

LIBRAn's

2009-01-04T03:20:00.011+08:00

* wana thank CARYN for the word explanations!!

Procrastinators. - is to put away an act that you can do now till later/ 能拖就脱

Very gullible. - is to be easily fooled or talked into believing something, whether it is real or not/太容易相信别人了

The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)

(ignore the pic if u din't miss me~)

Nice to everyone they meet. - yes i think/hope..

Can't make up their mind. - so F**CKIN TRUE la!!
Have own unique appeal. - i think so? or at least ppl say i do lah..
Creative, energetic, and very social. - creative in some things, energeticYES, VERY SOCIAL YES YES YES!!
Hates to be alone. - WAH!! how they noe a?
Peaceful, generous. - hmm,i'm generous...
Very loving and beautiful. - with make up oni beautiful count ma?
Flirtatious. - hehe... got meh?
Give in too easily. - true true...

Procrastinators. - wow, DEFINETLY ME, so ME!!
Very gullible. - very very ALICE too...
9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. THIS IS BULLSHIT!!

2 funerals in a week...

2008-12-30T15:24:00.005+08:00

we got new that grandpa was motionless in his bed...
a line ran through me head : 'grandpa pass away?'
actions where immediatly taken, plans to head north...
dinner was a daze, evry was deep in their own thoughts...
by a blink of an eye, (not a blink act, the journey to taiping took 4hours!!)
we where at the doors of grandpa's house...
a yellow cloth partition was build, inside laid grandpa's body...
uncles, aunts all started to arrive gradually...
the news spread pretty fast~
so from ther goes the funeral... etc etc

wat i wana say here is :

the ppl who took care of the process of the funeral ceremony was LOUSY!!
dear grandpa might hv pass away on sun noon,
body discovered in the evening by my aunt who went visiting...
but the funeral parlor ppl just laid him on planks & covered his body with cloth..
wtf!? wher is the coffin? no make up? no injection? no dry ice?
by mon mornin... flies was swarming around the entire house...
& wtf the funeral ppl didn't help us to do the death report...
our mourning family had to rush to the police station n all,etc...
& without the death letter they cant come in to do the things...
WTH!!? i thot we pay them the package money to takecare of everything?
by noon oni the ppl came to set up the tents & all...
at 2.30pm oni the coffin came...
but the STUPID ppl didn't seems to clean up my grandpa or gave him an injection to preserve the dead body a lil longer...really wtf wtf wtf...
the ceremony & all now seem so long ago...

my family got back to KL & when we thot live was back to normal...
we wher at nilai memorial when mom got the call...
granduncle pass away while takin his nap,gone at the age of 92...
kajang>nilai>kajang>johor in a day...
another funeral ceremony...

i've attended 2 funerals in a week!!
it may sound a lil fake...
few days ago i said my grandpa pass away, few days later granduncle...
u may think i'm lying... cos it sound a lil fake...
but i myself cant believe...
ther goes life...
you may nvr know wat comes next...

a gong & pak gong, rest in peace...

alice will be fine here...

grandpa

2008-12-21T18:53:00.003+08:00

we've just got new that grandpa lies motionless in his room...

body still warm but no signs of life...

wtf, ambulance won't come!!?

so plans are made that we'll leave for taiping aftr dinner...

dinner means now!!

i'll be away for a few days~

Lately...

2008-12-21T02:43:00.008+08:00

Lately i've been goin to bed at dawn...
waking up at noon...i noe its bad~
my days r kinda pointless & gloomy..
been bloggin in the other bloggy...
i hv lots that i want
wants a car, a new laptop, a camera, a phone...
hv yet to get myself a birthday present...

sem is startin in a week...
NOT lookin forward to it!!
belle join me today, kinda glad that she's here...
she's, oops, its a he...
lyin on my lap, innocent, adorably cute face... (still seaching me key**)

to her ownerS, no worries ya~ we all love him...

car crash!!

2008-12-01T15:55:00.003+08:00

26 Noveber 2008

i got a parkin ticket for an illegal parkin that

wasn't me who parked the car!!

on the same nite...

got off work n was tryin to head home...

driving trought LDP damansara Utama

its was drizzling,i was tired...

suddenly the car two cars in front of me breaked...

i saw the BMW 5 series in front of me jam break...

it was a distance away...

n of cos i hit my breaks!!

but i guess they failed me..

gosh** it was a split second thing...

next thing i knew, i was screaming n WHAM...

crash, bounce, split, broke, fly...

*#(@&)@^

yaya, i bang into the BMW 523I...

clever ain't i?

my car was a total wrecked!!
the mechanics said it was a total lost...

lights smashed, radiator fell, bumper dropped n dented, bonet crashed, etc...

even the emergency lights couldn't function...

then came the call mans, the police station report...

its all behind me now...

the sad part is, my daihatsu charade...

its gone...

i'm left with NO CAR!!

freakin unconvinient...

and a saman to pay...

*SOBS*

pics of the wrecked metal to be updated soon^^

Decisions...

2008-11-22T12:32:00.006+08:00

it was selfish of me,

to make the decision to let you go...

walkin away wasn't easy...

but i choose to do so...

now i must live wif the decision that i made...

i noe i'm strong enuf to make it thru...

seeing u close the door on me, hurts...

i wanted it so i hv to live wif it...

sorry baby...

i wish you the best...

*better in time

harsh realities of this world...

2008-11-16T03:27:00.002+08:00

the moment my plane touch down in the earths of m'sia...

means its the end of my MOST enticipated trip of the year ENDS...

SUCKS!!

of cos on hp n check msg's...

a stupid me din do roaming b4 goin, thus the 4 days WITHOUT hp usage..

ya, i'm a DUMBASS...

got 4 msg's n reality checked in...

i was dropped from a job cos the agent couldn't contact me while i was away...

ther goes a job... FLY AWAY!!

ARGGGHHHHHHHH....

so F**Kin pissed ok...

but thats the harsh reality...

TIME = MONEY

TIME waits for no one...

oppurtunity may only comes ONCE...

grab it while you still hv the chance!!

but lucky me, 1 gone...

another came!!

when a door closes on you, another opens...

Mix post...

2008-11-08T12:47:00.010+08:00

sorry that i've left this bloggy without updates for sooooooo long!!!

they're tons that i wana write bout...BUT

NO TIME!!

wana blog bout my 21st birthday celebration...

my tons of job interviews...

jobs that i did...

my hair color changin like a chameleon...

the beauty pageant that i went...

my new bloggy http://alilofeverything.blogspot.com

etc etc..

headin out soon for yet another job interview...

wonder if i'm goin to too many?

i guess!? but still go...

in the end ,k donoe which to work oni...

another good news is...

jeng jeng jeng...

my phuket trip is FINALLY here!!!

its TOMORROW!!

yippie...

BYE BYE to COPPER hair!!

Birthday Eve...

2008-10-17T02:41:00.004+08:00

its officially the day before my birthday...

my mood now?

if u rate 1 to 10, now is at 2...

i just finish my report...gosh* finally

nothin much to feel happy bout...

cos ther's like, tons of other things for me to do...

donoe y the low on mood...b cos

the stuff that i need to finish?

or the loniless that i feel?

thanks for those who care...

sorry i cant gv u anytin i return...

sorry that i've disapoint u...

sorry is all i can say and do...

its late, goin to bed...

depress..

2008-10-14T00:23:00.005+08:00

DEPRESS

y? lots of reasons...

1. i cant finish my report (lack of info, still waitin for my boss to give)

2. thesis haven start (my hard disk is spoiled + my lecturer lost my title)

3. courses next sem haven register (donoe wat subject mor to take!!)

4. my birthday coming SOON (its 21st.. but...feels...)

5. So far no confirm jobs for me to look ahead to...

6. my savings is running DRY!!

* felt like cryin, with all the frustrations...

Being Scolded

2008-10-12T14:13:00.002+08:00

Its been quite awhile since mom scolded me…
Here’s why…
everyone was out n I was the only 1 at home
It started to rain and there was a blanket hangin outside,
I din’t noe, cos I haven walk out of the house…
By the time I took it in, it was wet…
Mom says that its my fault…
Says that I’m useless, not havin any contribution at home…
That my room is a mess (it is, I admit)
that i work for myself, I’m selfish...
WTF is wrong by want-ing to work?
I AM NOT a homely person…
I’ll make one heck of a LOUSY WIFE…
I don’t cook AT ALL…
I don’t like to clean…
But at least I work for the things I want…
But seriously, mommy…
U can scold me, but u cant change me…
I AM STUBBORN…
U’re stressed bcos the other house rents…
Pls don’t take it out on me…
I hv my own problems…
Do u really hope that I wouldn’t stay home aftr I grad?
Think carefully mom…
DO I want to stay? Or do you want me away?

Week 1 of Oct

2008-10-11T14:59:00.011+08:00

Been away from bloggin awhile...

this post is gonna b bout updates...

things that i've done...

Oct 1 : Attend Ryan Wong's birthday party

Puchong

it was a BBQ party/poolside
at 1st only the birthday guy was thrown in2 the pool,
so if cos he wan2 drag ppl in with him...
it turned in2 a hunting session,

then gals where next...

Oct 3 : Yamcha wif the gang at McD
Cheras Perdana

Met a cutie CAT

i was scratching her chin...
think it was too comfy,
so she dicided to climb on to my lap...

Oct 5 : A lil bit of Shopping

Pavillion

Bought the black dress
forever 21

Oct 7 : Miss Hawaii Princess 2008
Menara PGRM

Participated for fun

Mass Comm Nights

2008-09-28T19:11:00.016+08:00

Mass Comm Night 2008 (can easily spot me rite?haha..)

**any1 who has my pic's for 2008 pls send to me? thanks..

Recap of my 1st year...
1st year v where ther to shine...

(darn, i was so muscular that time!!)

(i was crowned QUEEN in my junior year, wif my then X king)

(wif my then roomies...)

2nd year was to host...

(the dress i got for year 2)

(my then 3rd year seniors)

(wif mei ting, my junior/fren)

3rd year was to...

(make a present i guess?)

(the new crowned KING & QUEEN + the X X QUEEN)

(wif mei ting, my junior/fren)

i can definitely say this year's junior is better in quality and quantity

Best wishes to UPM'S MASS COMM DEGREE students..

may the legend lives on...

its not all so well...

2008-09-27T19:09:00.004+08:00

counting days are OVER...
but ther's nothin to be lookin forward to...
(besides my phukett trip!!)hehe...
my INTERN is officially over...
but i'm stil handlin the promo's this weekend...
SUCKS!!
i'm still finishin up the works...

need to go back to office on mon:

1. return laptop
2. claim my claims - haven do!!
3. get my log book signed - 1 month din write!!
4. my report for intern

over the week:

1. Write my intern report - haven start!!
2. Do my thesis Chap 1-3 - no tittle yet!!
3. register course for next sem - LATE d!!

i'm SLACK ING...
DAYDREAM ING...
BLURR ING...
i'm broke too...

final days...

2008-09-24T15:01:00.006+08:00

Its wednesday...

i've been VRY busy...

things aren't goin vry well...

its been HARD, holdin on...

aftr today, 2 more days left...

i'm tryin the best i can...

i haven update my log book for 1 month d!!

haven't claim my HP bills since may!!

no resits for toll n parkin...

(i'm lazy to wait, so i use smart tag..HAiz)

These few months of INTERNSHIP,

RUGI BETUL..

(aftr this, NO MORE running around in formal & drivin in Heels!)

To ALL of You

2008-09-18T00:32:00.010+08:00

Things i wana say:

To MY Boss...
i'm really tired...
office is understaffed...
staff's r underpaid...
we're all leavin soon...

To MY frens...
Thanks to your love and support...

To Gary...
Pls study hard..
stop being addicted to DOTA!!

To Mommy...
Thanks for all the soups you boil me...
Thanks for the plans to buy me a new car...
(wateva u decide, is my choice)
i'll pay you aftr i get my 1st salary(aftr grad)...

To Daddy...
i noe you love me alot...
offered to celebrate my 21st birthday...
Thanks daddy, but i don't need a birthday bash...
don't wana disappoint u, but i might b away workin...

To Future Employers...
I'm a workaholic, employ me!

%@&)$@*^ CRAP

2008-09-18T00:32:00.007+08:00

i guess i'm gonna start talkin crap here again...
its been a moodless day gain...
* i cried the nite before...(y? bcos i'm sad la...)
just to awaken by the sound of my phone ringing...
yea, its a bad sign!!
on the 2nd call, i was dressing myself to get to work...
wtf wei...it was suppose to b a public holi!!
i was suppose to hv breakfast wif family...
broke particularly every traffice law there is...
(red l ights, speeding, talking on the phone, drivin on the emergency lane...)
you name it, i did it!! (no i'm not proud)
by the time i settled evrything, its 3.30pm...
headed home, shower n fell asleep with my hair wet(omg*)...
i had a date to celebrate 1 of my fren's birthday...
but no calls came, guess they 4gt me...
^^YY, happy 21st birthday...^^
oya, shehnaz darling, i'm happy that i bumped into you~

* UPM MASS COMM NIGHT is TONIGHT
Date: 19th Sept 2008
Venue: Bukit Jalil golf n resort

havin 2nd's aftr that.. (wink *. <)

Wedding dinner 1

2008-09-14T20:24:00.016+08:00

Sept 13, 2008
My niece's BIG DAY..
Wedding dinner in Rawang

Nothin much to say,

let the pics do the talkin~

-The new ppl-

-Me n gary on the way there-
'gary,can u pls show sum face for yr sis?'

-Bored of waitin-

they ALWAYS start LATE!

-i was bored until...-

i spotted this lovely, natural poser, adorable niece of mine!

-daddy cant seem to let her go-

-mommy wants a pic wif her-

-she's just soooo cute!-

(i think daddy mommy sees a lil me in her)

-cousin wen nie n nie nie-

-now its aunty's turn-

(ya, i'm her aunt)

**GOSH**

hell it was a hectic day...

2008-09-13T01:40:00.003+08:00

rushin rushin bout the whole day...
aftr trainin was done at client's office,
send promoters back to midvalley n shah alam...
then me back at office...
pack sum promo stuff's...
n got myself stuck in NKVE evenin jam!!
luckily i stuck 2 the 'left fast lane'
i can say interview went well...
just hope that i'll get the job...
then i had dinner wif zhi xuan...
then got a cal for another job interview, on sat...
then home (from curve got lost to tropicana, i think?)
then my parents told me that 2nite (sat)
is my cousin's sis wedding dinner...
gosh** i TOTALLY forgotten bout it!!
at midnite, i still had to send things to bangi,
things my supervisor need for 2mr's promo...
(got lost in bangi)
i just don't get it, i'm constantly lost...
i'm a failure with roads...
b4 i head to bed, i wish that all my wishes come true...
**mor jobs.. wink*

OMG!!!

2008-09-12T12:18:00.005+08:00

my mornin starts off BAD!!
woke up, rush to office...
ppl waitin for me to open the door...
loads of stuff where sent in...
rush to bank, SLOW!!
back to office, BAD NEWS!!
a change in PROMO DATES!!
GOSH***
the client thinks that ppl sits around doin nothin wait for jobs meh?
siao ge...
think i can make miracle a?
sot a?
think i can wave my wand n POOF,
promoters comes out from thin air?
wher got such things?
how i wish ther is...
my client is drivin to the verge of MADNESS!!
luckily, i had a fun nite before...
guess it makes my mood better...
now i gtg shah alam pkns fetch promoters,
midvalley fetch promoter,
then rush to JAYA 33(PJ)...
oya, i hv a job interview at 6pm!!

Leavin...

2008-09-08T23:33:00.003+08:00

Leavin behind me laptop...
Leavin my office chair...
at 11. 34 pm...
great!?
(^(*#^P)@#*&
n i hv to be back in the same chair at 10am!
(&%(%)*@&$*
sucks!
COUNTIN my days...

Warehouse Lover i AM...

2008-09-06T15:44:00.006+08:00

the 1st warehouse sales i went to was XIXILI...

n aftr that i was hooked to warehouse sales!!

2nd was the Suria MEriang 1...

u may not noe suria meriang, but u will noe

clinique, bobbi brown, estee lauder, M.A.C, DKNY...

3rd was Lo'real...

lo'real they hv armani, polo, biotherm, shu Uemura, Lancome...

(i still hv stocks for polo n armani female perfume)hehe..

4th Padini warehouse:

Vincci, padini, seed,PDI, Padini Authentics, P & CO...

you won't believe this,i went ther for 2 days!!

the 1st day we(me n 2 male colleagues) went,

i manage to grab a coat for my dad...

u won't imagine how cheap it cost, only RM 6!!!

don't believe rite, but its true...

so 2nd day (all staff wher super eager to go again,5 of us...)

gain i grab a seed shirt (RM 19)n coat (RM 9) for my bro,

bought a BCBG coat for mommy (RM 13, gosh**)

n another pants for dad (RM 13!!)

i didn't get anytin for myself tho...

i would go gain, next year if they hv...

but not a big hope that i'll find things for myself...

parents wif lil kids are adviced to go!!
the miki kids are really worth buyin...

the price of things starts from RM 6, 9, 13, 19...
some things are REALLY REALLY worth!!

lets c the crowd...

it was drizzling n yet ppl wher lining up to go in...

this a jacket that my fren bought for his gf,

i borrow n model a bit...haha~

it cost RM 6 only!!

but doesn't it remind u of?

Cruella de Ville

(101 dalmation)

Oooo...btw, i drop by another Hush PUppies warehouse sales on the way home...

armada hotel

is havin

Hush Puppies Footwear
Obermain Footwear
Renoma Footwear
I=AM Footwear
Noche Footwear

GUys, GO if lookin for these brands leather footwear!!!

Gals, if u love miss sixty, check them out too...

they're havin 70% , 80% off...
Miss Sixty
All Dressed Up Apparel

this mornin, i wonder...

2008-09-05T12:17:00.003+08:00

i didn't set my alarm this mornin...
i wanted to sleep,Zzz...
needed that extra rest...
but sleep wasn't ther for me...
i woke by the sound of a knock on my door...
(mommy has gone thru a minor surgery,
she been home for 3 weeks d...)
reluctantly, i drag my ass to work...
i got to work...
terrible emails struck me!!
from my boss...haiz...
aftr tiff left,work does not seem fun at all...
i'm runnin away from work...
or away from home?
all the late nitez...
or mayb i'm runnin away from myself?
things just dun seem to go the way i want them to...
izit b cos of my carelessness(i dont noe how to spell this word!!)?
am i workin the wrong way?

another thing**
i get freakin annoyed when promoters r chasing my ass for money!!
i'm tellin u, i'm doin ALL i can to help u...
its my boss who likes to drag yr payment...
i'm not in control k...
i'm just a small tiny INTERN!!

** no mood for pics ya~

Late nite~

2008-09-03T22:09:00.004+08:00

yea, gain n gain i blog bout sittin in the office...

late, alone, stuck wif nvr endin work...

Eatin junk food as dinner...

but i act love junk la...

i shud be goin...

mY teddies are waiting for me to drive them home...

oya, i'm headin over to padini warehouse sales 2mr mornin...

(wee...its nearby my office!!)
frens, if u r unable to attend...
gv me a call~

tuesday nite bLues...

2008-09-02T23:05:00.003+08:00

finally back at home...
(late as usual)
bath n sat in front of my laptop...
guess i'm gonna start bloggin bout crap now...

2day...
a new neighbour shifted in...
a new intern in our office...
my boss propose that i join the company aftr graduation...

a lil moody now...

i really didn't mean to hurt others...
i stated my rules...
and you agreed to play by it...
pls don't point a finger at me now...
and say that i played you...
i don't like to be perceived the wrong way...
it hurts me to...
i just wana be me...
take it or leave it...

btw,i'm just talkin crap %&*%(^$

Untitled 1...

2008-09-02T16:06:00.004+08:00

aftr 4 days of off...

work doesn't seem at all fun!!

Lets talk bout yesday...

haha...

i went out wif sum1,

sum1 i feel safe with,

sum 1 who is always ther for me...

(but i donoe how long mor...)

things may not always goes the way v want,

i just wana say i'm sorry...

just a pic to remind you...

i LoVe IKEA!!

GTG, Client burnin my ass!!

Merdeka Day~

2008-08-31T18:09:00.005+08:00

yes its merdeka day~
but wat effect does it has on me?
just the fact that its a public holiday~
i've been sittin in front of my laptop ever since i woke up!!
gosh**
thats more than 7 hours d...

no plans, no dates...

thoughts..

2008-08-30T17:38:00.003+08:00

a phone call...
some truths...
spoken from the heart...
touched my vry inner soul...
i wept for the thoughts
spoken out loud...

btw, i goin out soon~
ther's a 'BIKINI BBQ party tonite'
Nah...
its a joke!!

Conversation was like this:
my fren: sat nite come my house, v do BBQ party
i say: ok, no prob...got theme?
my fren: bikini ok for u?
i say: of cos!!

so thats how it went...

Recap of my Hairstyles~

2008-08-30T03:11:00.024+08:00

as you all noe,

yesday i took MC

but i went do sumtin else...

(Shh...my boss cant noe this)
but i act was really sick la k...
i went to bangsar, help out a fren's fren...

he needs a model for a hair make over shoot...

u noe la, i like to change hairstyle wan...

OF COS i went to help out la...

(smiling wickedly...)

i haven got the pics of the shoot yet...

n i DIN'T camwhore AT all

guess i was shy gua...

don't believe? its true la!!

i the mean time that i wait for the shootin's pic...

let us re-cap my hair do's...

This was me, at age 17...

i still had my retainers on at that time~

mY 1st perm age 19
wif singer Eric Lim - from astro

A disaster perm at age 19
Lucky my hairstylist manage to make me pretty for my prom nite~

b cos it was a disaster perm, i had to crop it short~

Hair cut at Derrick & team, Midvalley...

i got a free voucher at a cut above academy at that time,

met ivana ther~ still in contact wif her... she's now workin in 'peek a boo'

i was her final examination's model

Then i did a cosway hair show

Then a perm for my 20th birthday~

he's not my bf k! my brother gary...

dolled up for a prom nite gain~

hair done at snips salon

yup, a hair show for snips showcase in RUUMS

This was taken last week

but i'm sportin a new look now~

Purple + short crop~

frens,wait for my pic's ya~

i'm sick..

2008-08-29T12:23:00.004+08:00

i'm down wif fLu, Sore Throat & feVer...
Huhu...
1st Time Takin MC...
wee~~
guess its a long holi for me!!
friday to monday...
yippie~~

NiTe OuT**

2008-08-28T11:21:00.007+08:00

ok, so last nite went out rite...

hope 1 : Did NOT achieve!!

(i got lost twice tryin 2 get to sunway, despite the fact that i've been ther the same afternoon!!)

hope 2 : It was NOT BAD

here are sum pic's

(2 be axact, 2 pics oni~ haha...)

B4 v went in Bar Celona

its my 1st time out wif Yean's frens n her sis~

me _ i nee _ yean

hope 3 : My throat is damn PAIN!!

Hope 4 : i stil won't noe if my day is goin well~

still too early too tell

btw, congrats to Lee Yee Ling, she gv birth last nite to her 2nd baby boy~hope u hv a nice recovery, n get back in shape soon...

(i noe she misses being thin)

gLoom Day~

2008-08-27T22:31:00.008+08:00

gLoom 1 : i woked up, with a bad sore throat...
then my hp started to ring!!!(early mornin, not a gd sign)

gLoom 2 : my client was burnin my ears off with complains...

i started to head out to work...

gLoom 3 : traffic jam!!

(u noe how bad tey r in KL)

gLoom 4 : i got lost on the way to client office...

(i think its my 6th time goin ther, BUT i still get lost!!)

gLoom 5 : i got lost on the way back to office from sunway piramid

(2nd lost of the day)

(cursing myself that i allow myself to get lost AGAIN)

Suck 6 : 11.02pm n i just finish WORK...

Aftr this headin out...

hope 1 : i dun get lost goin ther...

hope 2 : i had a fun nite!!

hope 3 : my sore throat goes away!!

so far...

my day was as gLoomy as the sky...

haiz..

hope 4 : tomorrow is a gd day~

office Again..

2008-08-26T21:38:00.005+08:00

Another late night in office...

i wonder if its the way i do things slow?
or i really have a lot of things to do?

not too sure...

or mayb i work better at night,alone...

ya, mayb...

with all the time in office,
i really miss sumthings...

i miss gd food...

i miss goin to the salon...

i miss window shoppin...

i miss watchin dramas...
i miss doin my nails...

i miss workin part time...
i miss my family...
(and the list goes on...)

Head home lo!!

2008-08-22T22:19:00.001+08:00

its 10.18pm...
i'm still in the office...
but i really shud pack my laptop,
get my ass off the chair
HEAD HOME...
tired...
but i still hv unfinished work~
argh...
its nvr gonna finish!!

My Wish List..

2008-08-16T15:00:00.006+08:00

My Wish List

1. i need my parents forgiveness...

(they still not talkin 2 my me, its mor than a week d)

2. i need more sleep!!

(don't really get much sleep)

3. i need promoters STOP ffk!

(its pissin me off n make my life miserable!)

4. i need a haircut...

(its messy d, don't like)

5. i need More $...

(intern, no time work Part time = no income)

wait, its impossible that my wish list is gonna stop at 5!!

i'll think it over n hv updates real soon...

but i do hope that all the 5 above can be achieved real SOON!

oya,before i forget

6. i need more dates...

(mayb movies n gd food!thats if i can find time)

FeeLingS..

2008-08-15T16:01:00.004+08:00

Boss is away in france...

office atmosphere is fun...

but my work is a mess...

promoters keep FFK'in...

These ppl r really MESSED up...

i find n lose them like drinkin water...

solve 1 before i sleep...

just to awake with a new 1...

its sickenin, its tiring...

tell you a secret...

shh...

for the past week,

last night was the second time

that i fell asleep without

BATH n DINNER!!

you may think i'm dirty...

but the truth is...

when i got home...

was tired and drained...

all i could do was undress,

wash my legs, face and

crept into bed...

the world lost me in seconds...

Up For GrabS!!

2008-08-10T15:54:00.023+08:00

i goT some stuff at a warehouse sale that i went...

BOught some really great stuff, but i cant use them all myself...

so i decided to share it to you all!!

i OnLy Have 1 piece for each items...

and they are all brand NEW!

Prices are inclusive of ShiPPing...

COD Spots:Shah Alam, Cheras, Kajang...

FOr more Info, email me

1st up's :

DKNY BE DELICIOUS BODY LOTION
(Made in USA)
150ML
With Box
RM 100
(Retails at RM140)

Status: Available

2nd Item

DKNY RED DELICIOUS LIP GLOSS
(Made in Belgium)
15ML
With BOx
RM 40
Status: Available

3rd Items

Estee Lauder Pure Color Eye Shadow

Midnight Aqua Sugared Almond
2.1g UN-box
Each For RM 30
(for reviews of this eye shadow,
check out www.kaboodle.com/reviews/pure-color-eyeshadow)

4th item

Estee Lauder Eyeshadow Quad
(graphic color 08)
Urban Metals
8.5g
RM 90
(retails at RM 140)
Status: Available

5th Item

MAC Lipstick

Budding Lust (A77)
RM 40
Status: Available

(its a sheer blue based plum shade, leaves a cool toned wine stain to your lips)

6th item

MAC Lipglass Pencil

Pink Edge A27
1.19g
RM 35

Status: Available

i still haVe more stuff's up for grabs!!

Updates real Soon~

Home aLone...

2008-08-10T14:40:00.016+08:00

For The 1st Time ever Since i've sTarted my Internship...
This Weekend is 1 that is Promo Free...
Which Means...
There'll b no call From Promoter...
Wakin me at 8am...
No calls At 2am...
i Could sLeep In peace...

BUT...

The tension At home is unberable...
i woke up this mornin...
to an empty House...
i Guess daddy mommy brought Gary to watch 'The Mummy'...

i'm Home Alone...
JUst LIke those times when i Was a lil gal...
Guess This isn't a weekend that i'll enjoy~

Wher's my usual bubly self?
i might be eager 2 head to work 2mr...
at least i can throw myself in2 work
n not think bout the problems...
i shouldn't be blogging bout sad things...
but my mood is really down...

(moodless weekend)

Argh..Fu*kED up!!

2008-08-09T13:56:00.012+08:00

iT all Started With a guy...
A Telephone Bill...

iTs been 3 months that i've changed to Post-paid...
each Time the tel bill was already opened...
(work make me reach home late)
I dislike it...
its personal,some privacy PLS...

This Mornin, i woke...
TWO piece of A4 stuck 2 my door..

IT read...
(i'm goin 2 cut short, but this is about it)

'Alice,
dad n mom are dissapointed, hurt, angry, sad...
that i've betray their love n Trust
that i'm still in contact wif the guy,
that i've cheated n lied to go out wif him...
that i'm stupid, makin choices that will spoil my future...
in spite of alot of education my parents gv me,
i'm still unable to make gd judgement...
that they won't accept him in my household...
that they won't compromise my doin...
etc...'

The NOte was 2 pages long!!

i was dumbstuck...

Daddy mommy,

i'm tellin you here...

listen carefully and closely...

Yr dear daughter IS using her BRAINS,
i did NOT betray yr Love n TRust...
i'm NOT stupid...
PLs RESPECT my decisions...
N i'm NOT with HIM(anymor)...

The baby gal that u've raised...

has grown into a women...

a SMART one..

one that can Make The Right choices...
one that uses her brains to judge...

PISSED!

2008-08-06T20:30:00.004+08:00

My day Was Goin Just Fine...

up till evening...

untill i receive a phone call that really PISSED me OFF...

i used the F word to scold her...

(that's me when i'm pissed off)

PLS don't doubt me for the things that i've done...

i'm may look like this on a gd day...

(cute n innocent)

But on some days...

you should BEWARE...

Its has been proven again that i hv a temper...

Shown to public in JOm Heboh...

(a temper + a loud booming voice = a sexy men's voice)

sexy men's voice is used by tiffany to describe my current state of voice

from to much of scolding, talking, shouting...

Hey!!

2008-08-05T18:15:00.005+08:00

Do i Look Old??

over the weekend there where more than 2 ppl guessing my age is over 25!!
i'm barely 21 le...

*%^(&@&^

gosh**

its depressing...

<>>

JoM HeBoh 2008 - KuanTan

2008-08-05T17:18:00.011+08:00

KuanTan - 2nd & 3rd AugusT 2008

The UnilevEr Lady's Choice Crew

We Had Fun, We HAd JOy, Working in The sun..

Busy + Fun + Tiring + HOT!!

Jom Heboh JB

Jome Heboh Bukit Jalil

Peek Peek..

2008-07-30T11:24:00.005+08:00

Take a Peek InTo My Life..

Today awoke bit earlier than usual...
though wana get my ass in office earlier...
(got time to put make up there..)
gosh** when i open the oofice doors at 10.30...
(i start work at 10)hehe...
my boss was There!! with a client...
Thank god he said, 'hi, gd mornin.'

so...with no make up, hungry stomach, NOT lookin ahead to the day...

My Very First Post....

2008-07-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

My weekend...

i was awaken by the sound of my hp ringin on both sat n sun mornin...
its all about work even on weekends...
was grumpy for the whole mornin n noon...
but sat nite was a nite out with my family...
its been a long long time since i've gone to a movie with them...
v watch BATMAN-The Dark Knight...
The movie was really NOT bad at all...
A lot of twist n suspend...
but the hp in the tummy freaked me lil...
(i think its due to wat i saw in my lunch-alot alot of fly eggs! yuck..)
sun was spend out doors...
brunch at 1 of my favourite shop's... (in pudu)
they hv the BEST curry mee!!
dinner was ate at a restaurant called 'Fong Lye' i discover in The Garden's...
The food was GOOD!hehe...
anyway,there goes my weekend...
its time to go to bed...
i hope 2mr is a gd day...*cross my finger..
(but my monday's usually suck)
gd nite to the world...ZZZ......