Friday, October 17, 2008 Y 2:41 AM

its officially the day before my birthday...
my mood now?
if u rate 1 to 10, now is at 2...
i just finish my report...gosh* finally
nothin much to feel happy bout...
cos ther's like, tons of other things for me to do...
donoe y the low on mood...b cos
the stuff that i need to finish?
or the loniless that i feel?
thanks for those who care...
sorry i cant gv u anytin i return...
sorry that i've disapoint u...
sorry is all i can say and do...
its late, goin to bed...


Tuesday, October 14, 2008 Y 12:23 AM

DEPRESS

y? lots of reasons...

1. i cant finish my report (lack of info, still waitin for my boss to give)

2. thesis haven start (my hard disk is spoiled + my lecturer lost my title)

3. courses next sem haven register (donoe wat subject mor to take!!)

4. my birthday coming SOON (its 21st.. but...feels...)

5. So far no confirm jobs for me to look ahead to...

6. my savings is running DRY!!

* felt like cryin, with all the frustrations...



Sunday, October 12, 2008 Y 2:13 PM

Its been quite awhile since mom scolded me
Here’s why…
everyone was out n I was the only 1 at home
It started to rain and there was a blanket hangin outside,
I din’t noe, cos I haven walk out of the house…
By the time I took it in, it was wet
Mom says that its my fault…
Says that I’m useless, not havin any contribution at home…
That my room is a mess (it is, I admit)
that i work for myself, I’m selfish...
WTF is wrong by want-ing to work?
I AM NOT a homely person…
I’ll make one heck of a LOUSY WIFE
I don’t cook AT ALL
I don’t like to clean
But at least I work for the things I want
But seriously, mommy…
U can scold me, but u cant change me
I AM STUBBORN
U’re stressed bcos the other house rents…
Pls don’t take it out on me
I hv my own problems…
Do u really hope that I wouldn’t stay home aftr I grad?
Think carefully mom…
DO I want to stay? Or do you want me away?


Saturday, October 11, 2008 Y 2:59 PM

Been away from bloggin awhile...
this post is gonna b bout updates...
things that i've done...

Oct 1 : Attend Ryan Wong's birthday party
Puchong
it was a BBQ party/poolside
at 1st only the birthday guy was thrown in2 the pool,
so if cos he wan2 drag ppl in with him...
it turned in2 a hunting session,

then gals where next...



Oct 3 : Yamcha wif the gang at McD
Cheras Perdana


Met a cutie CAT
i was scratching her chin...
think it was too comfy,
so she dicided to climb on to my lap...


Oct 5 : A lil bit of Shopping

Pavillion

Bought the black dress
forever 21

Oct 7 : Miss Hawaii Princess 2008
Menara PGRM

Participated for fun